Ada aku kesah??

HA.....CAKAP BAB BAB THE BEST NI...pastinya PROGRAM KOMEDI BERMESEJ NO 1 NEGARA.....yang tengah menjadi BUALAN RAMAI pastinya???

CAK CAK 2009......setiap ISNIN JAM 10 MALAM hanya di ASTRO RIA.....

mak hayam GEBUSSS....amat TERUJA lagi TERHARU bila dapat tahu SE MAKIN BERBILLION BILLION PELANGGAN ASTRO......terlekat....TERPAKU depan TV...punya GHAIRAH lagi KETAWA BERGULING GULING tengok program LAWAK PALING KELAZZ ni kan???

-petikan blog azwan ali

Owh kau biasa dengar tak phrase kat atas tu. "Ade aku kesah?"

Aku termenung termangu lama dan berhari-hari sebelum aku fikir mahu tulis di sini. Pertama kali aku tertengok rancangan ini sewaktu kami makan-makan di luar setelah penat shopping untuk barang-barang program kami.

Dan aku rasa nak muntah kot tengok, sampai hilang selera makan. Siyes. Ni pertama kali aku rasa nak muntah tertengok rancangan kat TV. Aku rasa loya tengok orang-orang dewasa dan tua (sorry to say) berlakon manja gila sebagai kanak-kanak tadika.

Aku rasa kanak-kanak tadika lagi matured kot daripada lakonan diorang. Dan aku rasa loya ah. ei...

My aplogy, but that's how I feel sampai rasa nak termuntah di situ juga and I need to stop eating at that time. Padahal tengah lapar amat memandangkan bekerja kuat daripada pagi. Kawan semeja aku semua pun dah ala-ala gaya loya. Haha.

Boleh pulak beliau claim itu rancangan komedi bermesej number 1 negara. Oh my God, tolongla. Ditonton berbillion orang pulak tuh. Haiyoh.

Ape mesej yang boleh disampaikan dengan rancangan komedi sebegitu? Script, lawak terlampau bijak tu semua takleh pakai beb. Semua! Aku pun pelik tang mana yang lawaknya, majalah gila-gila pun lagi high class lawak dia compared to program CAK CAk tuh.

Beliau claim orang-orang macam aku ni, yang rasa program tu useless, adalah anjing jalanan. Ngeh3.

Aku hairan jugak, siapalah warga penapis rancangan TV siaran astro neh, kalaulah beliau berfikir lebih waras sikit. Haih. Patutnya lebihkan kepada rancangan yang lebih ilmiah sket.

Tapi, bukan ke hampir semua channel skang lebih mengagungkan HIBURAN semata-mata ke...????? dan rancangan-rancangan yang HAMPEH semata-mata. Ke mana tah mesej yang nak dibawa, hilang ditelan konsep HIBURAN.

AKU BENCI!

Bila mereka sibuk

membicarakan tentang akademik serantau

dan aku biasanya golongan berkecuali, hanya memerhati. Sama dengan kali ini. Cuma ada sedikit perkongsian seperti biasa :D

Time kau nak exam midterm, baek kot kalau kau buat siap-siap nota ringkas. Sebab time aku nak final exam hari tuh, aku cam hairan tengok nota-nota mind map aku. 

"Eh, bila plak aku buat semua nih?"

So lepas tu cam sengih jelah, benda yang tinggal nak hafal jek. Sebab once benda yang kau faham still duk kat buku atau nota guru kau, kau cam kena fahamkan semula bila nak final exam. Kalau dah duk atas nota ringkas kau, means laju je nak fahamkan semula dan cepatlah dapat hafal sebab dah guna ayat kau sendiri. Lagipun dia cam ada aura. Haha.

Almaklumlah macam kami gila packed tatau bila nak revise nota. Bukan sebab kami tak guna masa sebaiknya. Jadi bila dah siap-siap ada mind map di kala memerlukan tu sangatlah best. Masa free sempat guna untuk revise subject required for fakulti jek. Itupun sebab ada study group. Kalau tak hampeh gak tatau nak selit study kat mana.

Bila ada study group untuk 1-2 subject required by faculty nih macam pathology, pharmacology etc, kami terasa macam di urge kena gak revise kat mana-mana tempat pun. Sampaikan pernah aku revise sambil drive sebab takde masa benor dah. Lagipun tak banyak sebab satu lecture notes dah bahagi kepada 4-5 orang :D

Aku tatau camne cara orang len buat study group, tapi kami buat begini. Satu lecture note bahagi 4-5 orang. Thus sorang fokus tak banyak sangat. Jadi kau tolong kawan kau fahamkan dengan cepat bahagian kau kena revise, siap dengan additional informations. Dan kawan-kawan kau tolong kau fahamkan part laen. Memang laju dan worth beb. Takyah dah kau bazirkan masa revise, seolahnya orang lain revise kan untuk kau.

Dan aku rasa overall groupmate aku boleh score. Alhamdulillah.

Untuk subjects jabatan aku, aku takleh nak buat study group. So jadilah kesahnya seperti di atas, tiba-tiba je dah ada mind map :D

Memang bahagia beb bila kau takde masa, dan final tinggal 2-3 hari je lagi, dan kau tengok dah ada mind map, tinggal nak asah hafalan je ah.

Tapi biasa ah, bukan semua subjects ada mind map siap-siap pun. Tulah namanya aku ni student yang normal :D berhempas pulas jua tika exam hendak menjelma. Taakdenya goyang kaki sebab dah masyi semua.

Kenyataannya, dua hari sebelum exam pun masih ada presentasi lagi dan sehari sebelum exam masih ada kelas. Papepun aku tetap bersyukur sebab masih ada revision hours even takde revision days :D Manusia ni kalau dia tak bersyukur untuk yang sedikit, pasti susah dia nak bersyukur dengan yang banyak.

Another thing pasal nota ringkas ni, kadang-kadang kami bahagi-bahagi buat mind map. But kau kena tau ah nota sapa yang seswai ngan kau. Macam kami cam just suite je. So lepas tu fotostat ah bagi-bagi. So satu lagi kau jimat masa kan. Hehe.

Bukan sengaja kami buat benda-benda yang jimat masa. Kami terpaksa utilize kan masa yang ada memandangkan keadaan sangat packed. Aku paling tak suka kelas pagi petang time weekend, tapi what to do. Itulah norm sejak semester pertama aku di sini. Maknanya akan jadi norm sampai lah ke akhir nanti.

Kalau ikutkan weekend itulah mau rest dan setelkan keje serta revise. Tapi..itulah. Bersyukur dan redha sahaja.

Aku kadang-kadang menginginkan jugak supaya subjectc semua takldeha cecah sampai 10, nak jugak 4-5 macam orang lain. Supaya kami boleh fokus dan score, serta gap antara paper lebih banyak. Tapi bukan ke setiap sesuatu tu ada hikmah? Heh. 'Best' apa belajar banyak-banyak even tak berkait :P

Aku ni normal student, study bila nak exam. Tapi sentiasa ada masa-masa nya aku fail jugak nak cairkan segala ilmu serap di otak kerana weakness pada diri aku sendiri. Weakness yang tidak aku minta melainkan hanya sebagai ujian dariNya. 

Kesakitan yang ada pada diri betul-betul menguji sama ada aku nak teruskan fokus pada revision atau memilih untuk terlantar di katil. Kadang-kadang aku terasa sangat takut macam mana nak hadapi exam apabila kita dalam keadaan kesakitan dan belum sempat habiskan faham jauh sekali hafalan.

Namun ketakutan, kerisauan itu boleh dikecilkan dengan keimanan. Keyakinan kepada ketentuan dan sifat Maha PemurahNya. Kuasa tawakkal mendahului segalanya. Jika mahu cuba merasa, mungkin boleh baca di sini.

Jadi setiap kali datangnya ujian, dalam kau pinta ujian itu dipermudahkan, apa kata kau pinta jua imanmu dibesarkan bagi menghadapinya! Sama seperti garam yang diletakkan ke dalam secawan susu, terasa masinnya, jika dibandingkan dengan garam yang diletakkan ke dalam setempayan susu. You feel nothing.

Dalam aku menulis ini, aku juga dah review result aku semalam, seperti biasa tak sepenuhnya keluar. Ketika aku berniat hendak review, langsung tiada gentar di hati, yang aku pasti, segala urusan telah aku serahkan padaNya. Ketika aku melihat butir-butir huruf abjad yang dinilai sebagai grade, aku tetap bersyukur. Bukankah jika kita sukar untuk bersyukur pada yang sedikit, maka lebih susah kita hendak bersyukur pada yang banyak...

Hu..seram kalau ke tahap itulah aku.

Satu yang sangat aku terasa tika musim exam yang lepas, pembebasan diri aku dari belenggu sistem. Bukan aku, tetapi seolah ada kuasa yang mendorong aku untuk sebenar-benarnya menghambakan diri kepadaNya, inilah yang membebaskan aku daripada sistem manusia. Kau terasa bebas walaupun kau terhimpit dengan segala sistem dan masalah.

Kau terasa segarnya udara, lapangnya dada, tenangnya hati dalam pada kau bergelut dengan kesusahan dan kesakitan di dunia.

Ku kira kuasa tawakkal kepadaNya, mungkin?

nota: cara study di atas adalah cara "kami", mungkin tak applicable untuk semua, but boleh dicuba memandangkan aku jenis yang ada subject engineering, maths, dan perubatan.

"Coming together is a beginning, keeping together is progress, working together is success"

p/s: aku tetap manusia normal beb, naek turun iman, berbelah bahagi hati. Yang penting time time camni kau tak menyimpang dari jalanNya beb dan cepat-cepat recover, walaupun kita semua jenis alpa leka :D Take care.

Ya Allah..tetapkan hati-hati kami pada jalanMu. Ameen.

Aku ada ramai kenalan

di universiti aku

yang suka pakai white coat merata-rata dari hospital sampailah ke cafe dan balik universiti

Dulu jarang-jarang sekali, aku buat jugak camtu sebab dah banyak benda dalam poket white coat tu susah nak keluarkan, jadi senang kalau pakai jelah. Juga tak payah carry di tangan white coat itu.

Tapi aku fikir semula, kat hospital bukan ada tendency nosocomial infection ke, dengan kuman-kuman + virus daripada patients, kita jumpa patients to patients, pathogens gembira ah sebab dapat spread. 

Kalau aku masuk ward neonates dan paediatric pun aku kena remove white coat aku, mungkin salah satu sebab, kanak-kanak immune system masih low dan jugak maybe depa nampak white coat, akan rasa takut dengan kami.

Sebab tu sejak hampir setahun lepas, aku hanya pakai white coat sewaktu bekerja di kawasan aku dan bila aku nak keluar, aku simpan di tempat selamat. Aku tatau teori aku pasal kuman-kuman semua tu benar sampailah bila aku baca kat sini. 

Jadi aku harap kau pergilah baca kat situ jugak, moga ada manfaat dan kau boleh fikir-fikir sebab kau adalah among the healthcare personnel yang wajib membantu meningkatkan patient's QOL, bukan membawa sakit kepada orang lain. Sekian.

p/s: QOL = quality of life

Kadang-kadang kita tak sedar

kita ada buat salah dengan orang

dan orang tak maafkan kita

Jadi

tiap malam before tidur

tadah tangan dan doa

"Ya Allah,

aku maafkan ahli kelaurga aku, sahabat-sahabat aku dan semua orang dalam dunia ni Ya Allah. Kau lembutkanlah hati mereka untuk maafkan aku juga."

Bila kita selalu maafkan orang lain, Allah akan bukak hati orang lain untuk maafkan kita. Jadilah seorang yang pemaaf, moga hati sentiasa tenang dan lapang.

Bila kita selalu maafkan orang, regardless how bad dia buat kat kita, nanti lama-lama kita boleh gelak sorang je teringat perbuatan dia kat kita.

"haha..mamat mangkuk tuh..biarlah dia..haha."

sort of..tapi takde ah gelak jahat. Haha. Jika sampai ke tahap itu means that kita da betul-betul heal. Yeay!

Kau sesat jalan?

Ini perbualan harian

SATU

Seorang teman datang ke bilik teman yang sedang meng-google dan meminta sebuah buku.

"Alamak, kat mana aku letak eh?"

"Cuba kau try google ada tak alang-alang dah bukak tu."

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DUA

"Eh nampak tak kat mana cermin mata aku?"

"Itulah, takleh nak miss call pulak spec tuh."

"Er apa kata guna google map plak. Nanti kau type kat direction tuh, dari 'tempat aku berdiri' kepada 'cermin mata aku'. Nanti dia bagi ah the fastest way. Siap bagi estimation time sampai lagi."

"Er..bolehlah, aku bukak broadband jap."

Sesungguhnya buku-buku itu berat

Books are adorable, and of course are heavy to be carrried!

:D

Lama amat tak update. Marilah kita lihat-lihat sikit. Ini adalah seminggu yang lepas. Kami diKLIBF 2009.

Before the 'journey' started, we met him. 3 of us suite together, pink. Even though I am allergic to pink :D

It was packed, everywhere. Boleh lemas ni.

After I snap the picture, a 'pakcik' came to me and ask about the book. This is what I really wanted to suggest for you all to read.

Meet her at the KLIBF. Hey, baby pun nak cari buku :D holding Qistina while her family looking through the books.

semua beli banyak buku, dan buku-buku aku banyak orang laen yang bawakkan, aku bawak sikit je. Semua sampai kena cakap phone guna bahu sebab tak cukup tangan :D

For you

For you

For you

Thanks to the so called comrades-of-mine for the books tour. I am glad untill now. The holiday just begun, and lots of books to be read. Yeay!

p/s: dan jugak buku tebal academic sebelum clinical practice bermula lagi. Haiyak~!

Yakinkah bahawa kau bersyukur?

kali terakhir beliau dikesan bermain tennis, march 2008. Raket tersadai, ada sape2 nak? :P

I believe that one of the way for you to express your shukr is by using the ni'mah given to you to the fullest.

Owh why I said that.

I'm keen in sports till the day that I could only watch people playing volleyball, basketball, jogging at the lake and all. It was a deep hurt inside that I could not do what I really love to, and also for me to stay fit. Kau tak rasa badan kau lemah dan semacam ke bila tak exercise?

When I see people who are still able to use their legs, their hands, and just staying in the room in the late afternoon, I was just like wanted to request for the hands and legs for me to borrow and go for exercise. Haha. sungguh tak logik :D

If we really think that we already been greatful with what Allah gives to us, let us ponder again, is it really so. Did we use it to the fullest? As one of the examples been mentioned here.

Young people, in current days, they tend to have sedentary lifestyle which is not quite good. And they did not take care on the food they consume and all, which they forgot that these things will give a long term effect for their health.

Speaking of those, Im not the rigth person. As my body defect did limit my activities. I  miss those days of running, playing, camping and all. 

those statement, does not mean I need your sympathy. It is only a sharing from my real life as an example for you to take into account that you will cherish something which is very valuable, only when you lost them. Life's like that, beb. But you must be among those who are differ from others. Oyait captain?

But I love to see the scenery here in my University as many people would go out early in the morning or late in the afternoon to have a walk here and there, jogging and playing the sports games. ;)

Peace~

p/s: wei tolonglah pegi exercise sikit jangan duk kat bilik diam2 je..bahaya untuk badan kawan2 oy..macam2 penyakit pun datang later on..heh.

nota: ada kau nampak sorang kanak-kanak pakai baju kurung pergi shoot basketball kat depan kulliyyah of medicine kul 5 tadi? ahaks~

serasa mahu sujud di situ

taken with my Olympus FE 320

pagi ini exam

dan dua malam aku tidak ketiduran

dua hari terlantar kebahagiaan bersama dugaanMu Tuhan

bukan kerna bersungguhnya aku belajar

tapi kerna teman setia kesakitan datang mahu berteman

setiap detik malam semalam

aku isi dengan membaca buku cerita nota

baca tanpa apa-apa kesungguhan

dengan kelembapan maksima

apabila encik sakit meragut kekuatan

dan aku

dalam hening malam

bersama kesakitan

aku berfikir

'maafkan aku Tuhan kerna aku tidak berusaha melawan,

lemahnya aku 

dan sesungguhnya aku tidak akan layak untuk bantuanMu

sedangkan tiada dayaku tanpa diriMu'

dalam hening pagi

dan kesakitan

tika teman bersiap ke medan perang

aku rebah di sisi bilik

menyerahkan segala tawakkal padaMu Tuhan

meletakkan takdir pada rahmatMu

dan segalanya biarlah tercoret pada takdir

namun tetap kasihMu mendahului kemurkaan

ku buka soalan peperiksaan

hati aku menangis kebahagiaan

serasa diri mahu sujud di rebahan

leraian bahuMu Tuhan

it was unexpected

very much unexpected

regardless of how hard it is

Allah eases everything

and I did it

with tears in the heart

mengerti akan hadirnya YAKIN & TAWAKKAL

saat kau berserah padaNya

dengan kuasa du'a

p/s: usaha jangan lupa walaupun usaha tahap kura-kura baca nota ;)

nota: special thanks for the prayers~

notapalingbawah: Eh anda, aku banyak menulis dengan emosi eh lately? :D

your say

“Following fashion can enslave you too. Does the Quran give fashion guidelines? No, it just tells us, men and women, to behave modestly. God is beyond fashion.”

Er..aku jumpa ni kata-kata sumone yang femes daripada sini.

As far as I am concern, Allah has given to us the guidelines in fashion, it is on what shoud be covered (the aurah).

In An Nur verse 31:

"And say to the faithful women to lower their gazes, and to guard their private parts, and not to display their adornment except what is apparent of it, and to extend their headcoverings (khimars) to cover their bosoms (jaybs)...." ila akhir ayah..

Er tu bukan 'fashion guidelines' ke?

p/s: the study of the verse, here

Aku ketagihan

biasanya aku terpaksa ingatkan diri sendiri, tapi kali ni ade Anony yang ingatkan. Rupanya bila orang lain yang pesan, lagi terkesan berbanding motivasi diri sendiri. Huhu.

"nothing pain more than pain of being separate with HIM"

"make your sickness useful to your life. don't make it waste. everytime you feel pain, the more you depent to HIM. one fact is that the pain you feel is unbearable to other people unless you. that's because you are stronger than them. So, be proud of yourself. maybe sometimes you think that what you feel is too much for you. But just remember, it is not wrong you get the pain. it is not wrong if you fail exam because of the pain or worse, you die because of it, but it is wrong if life is without HIS blessing. So, make your sickness "asbab" for HIS blessing."

Cuma aku nak bagitau Anony, TERIMA KASIH atas perkongsian.

Aku sedang ketagihan. Ketagihkan ubat :D tapi DAH HABIS bekalan.

Ubat ni topical administration, so aku rasa cam less harm rather than ubat telan. Kan?

Masalahnya adalah aku tak dapat nak fokus study tanpa ubat itu. Ia bukanlah hilangkan sakit pun, cuma ia dapatlah mengurangkan dalam beberapa minit, kemudian aku apply la lagi. Tapi bolehlah assist aku study.

Camne ni..nak study paper ke 7 esok. Ya Allah..ketenangan dan pertolongan tu hanya dari Kau, Tuhan!

T_T

memanglah takpe kalau aku fail kerana sakit ni bak kata Anony, but mana boleh fail. Lagilah terbeban. Even itu bukan benda paling worst dalam dunia. Dunia fana semata-mata. Wowo gaya extreme gila kan ayat? Tapi betul ape, dunia ni fana beb, fana je.. Atau kau rasa aku gila dengan pernyataan itu?

Aku harap meja study aku dan meja kat exam hall tu rendah sikit, sebab aku rasa ia tinggi untuk ke-tak-sehatan aku. Sakit nak mengarang esei panjang-panjang yang kemudiannya menyebabkan aku sentiasa keluar awal dari exam hall selepas penat fighting. Itulah hakikat sebenar, bukan sebab aku dah bajet dapat A.

Thanks shafiqrahman untuk entry ini, DUNIA INI TERLALU HINA UNTUK DITANGISI.

so korang semua, jangan lak pasni tak menangis, tapi takyah meratap ye ;)

dan cepat-cepatlah recover tau~!

Her diary of hope

wei, bukan diari aku eh. Ni must-read-true-story. Aku bukan suka paste pape kat sini, jarang2 sekali unless sangat worth untuk kau baca.

Ambil di sini hari ini. Mesti shamel suka, tatau ah dia baca tak paper hari ni.

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By BHAVNA MANSUKHLAL

Aged parents can be appeased with material things, but what they really want is to feel needed.

MY mother’s last rites were completed today. Friends and relatives made their presence felt. As I look at my mother’s photograph in the hall, I feel as if the picture is talking to me. Asking me questions that I hadn’t answered. I can not comprehend the strange silence within me as I try to stop a flood of good, old memories.

Something strange is happening to me today. What is it, I question myself. When my mum was alive I never felt the emptiness I feel now when she is not with me. When I was young, I kept running around her and pulling her clothes for attention.

I feel so restless now; something is bothering my mind.

I have never spoken in a sharp tone to my mother nor have I deprived her of money or anything that she needed, but deep down I feel my mum needed something else from me.

Slowly, I go to her room and gently open the door. Strangely, mum is there; I can see her prayer things on the altar. The smell of incense permeates the air. The ringing of the bell and the chanting of prayers woke me up in the morning for almost 50 years. Now there is total silence.

For the first time, I see the tulsi plant in her balcony. Lush with leaves. As I look around, feeling her presence in every part of the room, I see an open diary lying on the table. My mother’s diary. I walk towards it, thinking maybe she would have written her last wishes in her diary.

I take it in my hands, smell it and gently turn the pages.

She had a story to tell ...

She wrote: “I asked Rajesh to get a diary for me.” Her words ring in my ear as I had asked her, “Mum, at this age why do you need a diary?” when she told me what she had requested from my son.

I read further; She said “I have many thoughts running through my mind and I want to write them down.”

That evening, I bought the diary and told my son to give it to mum. It never occurred to me to find out what she had to say. My only concern was to get her whatever she desired so she would not nag me.

I continue reading ...

“To my beloved grandchild, Rahul.” I quickly turn to the next page.

“Rahul I love you very much. We all love you very much, especially your parents. And my child, don’t ever do anything that will hurt them.” Somehow, I find the courage to turn to the next page.

“Rahul, I hope that you grow up to be like your father. However, do not make the mistakes your father made. I know Rahul, that your father is a very good man.

He just forgot to do something that was important to me.

Rahul, after some time, a person experiences emptiness in her or his life. Parents do not even think for a second about their responsibilities of bringing up their children but as they grow old, a certain fear comes into their mind. Are they a burden to their children?

When your father was young, he would come back in the evening and lie on my lap for comfort. He would keep calling out my name for no apparent reason, and it always puts a smile on my face when I think of those times.

As I grew older, I guess I still wanted my son to call out my name from time to time. After all, in my eyes, he is still my little boy.

Rahul, if ever your mother or father have no one else to turn to, make sure you are there. Make sure you have time for them.

Go to their bedroom and talk to them. Look at old albums and talk about old times spent together. They will feel good and wanted.

Sometimes hug them as they hugged you when you were young. Call out your mother’s name just like you did when you were young.

Rahul, I remember when your father was still studying, there was a function at school. He insisted that I dress up well so everyone could see how beautiful I was. It was your father who adjusted my saree. The care and concern he showed made me feel on top of the world for days. Even till today, I smile when I think about that day.

Now things are different. He asks his wife to see if his mother needs anything.

Rahul, you might think I’m being petty. You will not understand all this now but as you grow old, you will understand my feelings.

God will always take care of you. Those who take care of their parents will always be taken care of. Your mother and father have always taken care of me. You too must take care of them and remember the things I have written to you.

My child, when someone grows old, their biggest enemy is loneliness. In their old age, make your parents feel wanted. Take extra care of them. Every day, make them feel their presence in the house. Each day say ‘mum’ or ‘ dad’ six or seven times because they love to hear that. Sometimes sleep on your mum’s lap so that she can still comfort you.

Now that you are a big boy, remember to always take care of my son.

That’s all Rahul. This is all I can write because I can’t stop my tears from flowing.”

I clutch the diary as hard as I can and call out to my mum but it is too late. I bite my lips as I can’t control my feelings. I realise that I could not give my mum what she wanted and all I have are regrets.

We fail to see beyond our busy lives. The lives of our parents – as we get busier by the day, making a good future for us and our children – are sidelined. Our parents, who have given us the baton to run further in the relay of life, are left in emptiness.

When all they want in their twilight years is to be needed.

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p/s: later bila aku free, aku buat entry berkait.

Orang GILA

credits to cha :D

cinta dunia ni senanye jenis cinta manusia jugak

memang hakikat ramai yang cintakan dunia

bila sume dah gila dunia,

sape2 yg tak gila dunia pulak yang dituduh gila.

siapa tolak projek juta-juta, gila!

siapa tolak anugerah, gila!

siapa tolak kuasa, lagi la gila!

sbb tu sekarang ramai yg tak solat.

takleh nak kate ape, sebabnye, 

orang GILA, tak jatuh hukum wajib solat....

p/s: cha cakap jumpa dalam ujang..ahaks~

patut pun ramai tak solat eh..gila rupanya..

note: beliau pernah tuduh aku gila di sini. Isk3..

The day that's been awaited

Yes, it's Friday, again~!

From Baihaqi, Prophet Muhammad said: 

"He who recites Suratul Kahf on yaumul Jumuah (Friday), Allah will shine a light for him between the two Fridays."

Tak start lagi takpe, better late than never ;) at least you have the efforts.

And do not forget to make your prayers.

Jom review hadith pasal Jumaat dan do'a: 

“Sesungguhnya Rasulullah SAW membicarakan mengenai Jumaat dan Baginda berkata: Padanya ada suatu saat yang tidak ditemui oleh hamba (Allah) yang Muslim dengan ia mendirikan solat sambil memohon kepada Allah akan sesuatu, melainkan apa yang dimohonkan akan diberi kepadanya (ia mengisyaratkan dengan tangannya yang diangkat).” 

-Dari Bukhari & Muslim

Waktu mustajab do'a, setakat yang aku baca-baca ni adalah since terbit fajar Jumaat sampailah terbenam matahari, doa jelah sepanjang masa tuh. Sebab kita tatau which part yang nabi mention sebagai 'suatu saat diperkenankan doa'.

Even ada waktu mustajab, bagi aku, asalkan kau doa dan bersungguh harap time itu dimakbulkan, inshaAllah kau dapat. Termasuklah hari-hari lain pun. Asalkan kau sungguh-sungguh percaya dan yakin.

Kalau kau kurang yakin dan kurang percaya, even bila kau mintak dengan manusia pun, takde sape nak bagi ape yang kau mintak kan? Betul tak?

Among human which existed in this world, it is only your parents yang tak pernah penat memberi. Dan tak pernah mintak dibalas.

ok, off-topic. Heh.

ok, aku dah ingat yang betul punya

special untuk pakcik 3p4h dan uncle aRiff 

thanks for ur deep concern, ini untuk melengkapkan komen anda rentetan entry ini

terima kasih khas buat Dr Zakiah sebab ajar kami pasal benda kat bawah ini

and for you guys

have your time to read

The Messenger (s.a.w) said to three men who came to the house of the Prophet (s.a.w), asking about his worship and then on being informed about it, considered their own worship to be very little, so they said, 

"What a great difference there is between us and the Prophet (s.a.w), whose previous and latter sins have been forgiven by Allah."

So one of them said, 

"I will always Pray during the night." 

The other one said, 

"I will always fast during the day and not break my fast." 

And the third of them said, 

"I will keep away from women and never get married."

 Then Allah’s Messenger came to them and said, 

‘‘Are you the people who said such and such? By Allah! I am the one who is the most knowledgeable about Allah amongst you, and the one who has the most taqwa of Him. Yet I fast and break my fast, I pray and I sleep, and I marry women. So whosoever turns away from my Sunnah (guidance) is not from me.’’ 

Narratedd by al-Bukhari (9/104) and Muslim (9/175)

haih, that is why our beloved Prophet keep on reminding us, please be moderate, to have balance in everything. Like we put enough sugar in a drink for it not to be tasteless nor too sweet.

p/s: "If you understand, things are just as they are. If you do not understand, things are just as they are"

pernah dengar penyakit 'wahan'?

Riwayat Abu Daud, Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda:

"Hampir tiba suatu masa di mana, bangsa-bangsa dan seluruh dunia akan datang mengerumuni kamu, bagaikan orang-orang yang hendak makan, mengerumuni talam hidangan mereka"

Maka salah seorang sahabat bertanya,

"Apakah kerana kami sedikit pada hari itu?"

Nabi s.a.w menjawab, "bahkan kamu pada hari itu banyak sekali, tetapi kamu umpama buih di waktu banjir, dan Allah mencabut rasa gerun terhadap kamu dari hati musuh-musuh kamu, dan Allah akan mencampakkan ke dalam hati kamu penyakit wahan"

Seorang sahabat bertanya, "Apakah wahan itu wahai Rasulullah?"

Rasulullah s.a.w menjawab," CINTAKAN DUNIA DAN BENCIKAN MATI"

________

Ha, tulah wahan. Faham..?

Oklah, explain sikit.

Macam dalam hadith kat atas ni, kita umpama buih dalam banjir, ramai sangat. Macam realiti hari nilah, ummat Islam itu ramai. Tapi kita masih ditindas dan sebagainya. Malah bangsa-bangsa laen sume pakat-pakat buli Muslim. Betul?

Ni semua salah Muslim sendiri, kerna penyakit wahan nilah. CWD ni bahaya, contagious. Aku panggil CWD, Chronic Wahan Disease. Chronic sebab dah lama penyakit ni bertapak dalam jiwa-jiwa Muslim. Lagi best tak sedar pulak tu. Dah sebati. Macam gaya surgery remove kidney, bukak-bukak je dah sekilo calculi (batu karang kot korang panggil) bertapak kat dalam kidney. Woow. Hebat.

Tu analogi jelah.

Cinta Dunia dan Benci Mati ni adalah pasangan kembar. Die mesti bersama. Cinta Dunia, duk mengejar-ngejar dunia tapi tak puas-puas, padahal dunia tu tak lari ke mana pun, dia menyorok je daripada kau. Sebab dia bosan kau duk kejar dia.

Benci Mati, kau leka dengan kehidupan di dunia dan kau tak pernah teringat yang kau akan mati. Eh salah. Kau tahu kau akan mati, tapi kau tak rasa kau akan mati esok lusa. Bajet-bajet mati at least 30 tahun lagi kan. Dan kau takda perasaan nak korbankan diri kau sket untuk benda-benda akhirat. Dunia je semata-semata.

Hey come on la kan, ape cakap pasal akhirat plak. Tak rock ah. Tulah kau. Orang cakap benda benda akhirat sket, sure kau kutuk nye lah. Diorang semua ketinggalan zaman kan? Tapi kau kena ingat, sebenarnya kau yang rugi. Yes, kau. Bukan orang sebelah kau.

Aku pun bukan baek sangat, aku tulis sebab aku pun jahat jugak. Tapi kalau dalam hati kau ada trasa dengan kata-kata aku ni, aku mintak maaf, tapi tulah tanda-tanda Tuhan masih nak curahkan hidayah Dia buat kau. Ada orang Tuhan buat hati dia jadi macam batu terus. Tak rasa pape dah. Jadi kau kena ah bersyukur..

Aku cam kejam kan. Aku pun kena sedar diri jugak. Cuma satu jelah aku nak share dengan kau, dunia ni makin kau kejar, makin dia akan hilang tau, akhirat pun sama sekali hilang.

Kalau kau kejar akhirat, kau tak yah risau dah pasal dunia, confirm dalam genggaman. Tak caye? Tak caye sudah.

satu tambah satu jadi dua

"doakan aku jugak."

Itu ayat biasa di mana-mana. Mintak teman-teman mendoakan. Tapi ada jugak yang akan balas dengan,

"kau doalah sendiri, kau lagi tau kau nak apa."

atau

"kau suh la ustaz-ustaz ke doakan..lagi makbul.."

My dear frens, don't you know that, a prayer from sahabah is really valuable?

As narrated by Muslim

' A Muslim's secret supplication for his brother will be answered. There is an angel at his head each time he offers supplication for his brother, the angel say; "ameen and the same for you."'

When you make du'a for others and others also make du'a for you, Prophet Muhammad promise to us that the du'a will be granted.

Do you know that the pious people part is only when we request for water chanting (of coz with ayatul Qur'an). The more pious the person, the more 'special' the chanting water. It is something like that.

But remember, it is not for du'a as anyone can make their prayers my dear friends! If you say so,

"kau suruhlah ustaz-ustaz doakan kau daripada kau suruh aku."

It is like you are saying that only the prayers from pious people would be granted. Heh. Berat neh. Heh sukati je aku tuduh eh, sape suh kau cakap camtu ;P hehe

Allah is there for anyone, Allah hear you all..yes to all of your prayers. Regardless of who you are, as long as you are sincere and really hope that Allah will grant your prayers, you will have it to come true.

Yes believe me.

Why not when you make prayers for yourself, you also make prayers for your friends, as what you did to your family members. Do not forget your teachers too!

Your du'a, my du'a..add up it becomes lots of du'a. Allah would not just ignore the prayers from those who really hope that He granted the wishes.

When you feel all alone, and you feel nothing could be done to help you, remember that, you have Him. And please have your heart at ease and peace.
It's the power of du'a and tawakkal which will push you forward.

Yes it is. You just need to have your believe in it..!





p/s: kalau rasa serabut cuba tengok gambar kucing atau tengok pantai ;) may Allah make your heart at peace, always..amin.

kegelapan kadangkala menguatkan

tapi bukankah ia selalunya menguatkan, heh

kau bencikan gelap
kau mahukan cahaya
kan?

untuk kau
cubalah untuk menyukai kegelapan itu
pasti akan ada cahaya menerangi jalan..
pasti..

kerana cahaya dalam gelap itu
bisa lebih terang
berbanding jalanan sedia terang yang kau inginkan

Hari tuh dalam kelas

lecturer aku ada cakap

"I've seen some of you removing the real answer and give a wrong answer after that."

Aku agak terasa lah dengan apa dia cakap, akulah tu yang suka pilih jawapan pastu kang bila check smula, padam jawapan betul, dan tukar dengan yang salah.

Beliau cakap sebenarnya jawapan yang kita pilih kali pertama itu adalah jawapan fitrah, walaupun kita tak pasti ia betul atau tak. Fitrah kita memilih yang benar. Selalunya jawapan pertama itu yang betul berbanding dengan jawapan yang kita tukar semula selepas itu.

Kau pernah dengar tak, fitrah manusia ni sebenarnya hanya pada benda-benda yang baik dan benar-benar sahaja. Bukan yang buruk. Jadi hati kita senang dan tenang pada yang baik itu dan rasa tak sedap hati dengan sesuatu yang tidak baik dan tidak benar.

Kalau kurang faham, ulang balik bacaan rangkap di atas.

Bila kau melawan fitrah, normal la kalau kau rasa tak best je kat dalam..

Jadi untuk perkara ini, aku serah pada kau untuk justify dengan pertimbangan kau sendiri. Kau nak pilih jawapan pertama atau kau nak tukar jawapan. Kalau aku, takde masalah kot sebab out of 9 papers, hanya dua atau tiga je yang ada kena pilih true or false atau MCQ, lain2 100% structured and essay :D

p/s: Perubahan itu fitrah jugak!

nota: Selamat berimtihan lah sume ye..

"Rabbi habli hukman wa alhiqni bissolihiin..ameen"
[Wahai Tuhan kami, kurniakanlah kami kebijaksanaan dan dampingkanlah kami dengan orang-orang soleh]