11 October 2011

pasca

"Kenapa tak angkat kol Ibu." - Ibu

"Ambik MC la suara macam tu." - Kawan kerja.

"Are you really2 okay? Please don't force yourself." - Bos

"Haih lepas konvo terus takde suara. Menjerit ke?" - Rakan kerja


Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal. As ni susah nak hilang suara sebab infection. Jarang amat. Teringat kesah waktu dulu di sini - why people temporarily lost their voice.

I'm still trying to make my job done. Still trying to be there in the office. Still communicating with my colleagues pasal kerja. Bukan maknanya terlebih rajin still kerja time tak sihat. Cuma kesian sahabat2 lain kat ofis jika As MC. Plus, everyday of my life, is like the time when you're having flu. That's what we-FMS, feel everyday. So demam ni small matter inshaAllah. Since hari-hari in pain all over the body. If not hari-hari la MC. :)

I'm a big girl now. I just have my convo ceremony last Saturday, alhamdulillah. Convo for me is mainly just for my parents, jugak to celebrate with friends and most important, those whom I love meet each other during the day!

Been working for 4 months and half have given me the feeling of nothing-ness regarding convo. Saya paling merasa graduated selepas peperiksaan terakhir semester terakhir. Tika itu lidah hanya mampu melagukan ar-rahman sambil airmata berjatuhan. Mengenang nikmat Tuhan, membawa As melalui segala keperitan untuk menamatkan sebuah perjalanan sementara. Thanks Allah for bringing me through!


Minggu lepas banyak hari bekerja hingga lewat malam. Perubahan cuaca sejuk panas, jadilah badan panas. Kemudian semua beransur kurang. Tiba-tiba sahaja suara comel yang sihat di dalam dewan majlis konvo, berubah menjadi serak selepas keluar dewan. *saya tidak menjerit okeh*

Allah k.i.v sampai habis konvo :)

Sekadar sedikit pertambahan kepada cubaan yang lebih besar. Yes, you can :)

2 comments:

aku HIV positif said...

sentiasa tumpang semangat kental as dan sentiasa terasa as memberikan ketika perlu.

semoga sabar dan tabah selalu.

p/s- hambui3... comeinyer gambar konvo! hehehe. tahniah ya, uncle tumpang seronok.

arcane said...

may Allah protect u big girl :), give the happiness u deserves, and strength that u need to go through your life ..ameen ya rabbal alamin..

congratulations!

mungkin tak sekuat org lain, tetapi kuat utk jalani hidup as sendiri. benar, kekuatan itu dari Nya jua. :)