This, such a big issue, for me as a woman.
And when Mum asked me to get married.
Mum asked me to get married.
Mum thought I already have someone special.
Mum thought that I rejected men who came to me.
"Sape2 yang baik datang pada kita, terima jelah seadanya. Tak perlu pilih-pilih sangat."
I said, Im in pain 24/7. I don't want to burden anyone close.
"Is your sickness make your friends doenst want to befriend you..?"
Lifetime sickness, terrible pain 24/7. Emotional distress due to the pain. Pressure in life because of inevitable bad day. I burden those who close to me a lot, even those who didnt. The list will go longer..
Im a healthcare practitioner, I learn patient care, patient psychology and all..it should be me, the first who understand and accept my condition with ease at heart. But Im frustrated with those who cant accept me with this condition.
It makes me, to say, 'I am your mistake, please stay away.'
Conversation ended when Mum said,
"Berdoalah, moga Allah berikan seseorang yang baik."